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Wednesday, July 30, 2008

tuned in:

~~Black~~ Dark knight is good!
haha. I think the joker is good. As in the acting la.
ITs really saddening..that heath ledger died.
I think he is a good actor. Joker is really gd. sigh.
why oh why. :X

Oh i wish i can go on holiday. plz plz plz.. *pray*pray*pray

oh. n i ate sushi today! hee. n i drank caramel frapaccino. hee. sweet. WHOOT~!

feelings revealed, 4:10 PM
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tuned in: 好心分手

(女):是否很惊讶讲不出说话
没错我是说你想分手吗
曾给你驯服到就像绵羊
何解会反咬你一下你知吗
(男):也许该反省不应再说话
被放弃的我应有此报吗
如果我曾是个坏牧羊人能否再让我试一下抱一下
(女):回头望伴你走从来未曾幸福过
(男):恨太多没结果往事重提是折磨
(女):下半生陪住你怀疑快乐也不多
(男):被我伤让你痛
(女):好心一早放开我
从头努力也坎坷统统不要好过
(男):为何唱着这首歌
为怨恨而分手问你是否原谅我
(女):若注定有一点苦楚
不如自己亲手割破
(男):回头吧不要走
不要这样离开我
恨太多没结果往事重提是折磨
(女):下半生陪住你怀疑快乐也不多
没有心别再拖
好心一早放开我
从头努力也坎坷
统统不要好过
(男):为何唱着这首歌
为怨恨而分手问你是否原谅我
(女):若勉强也分到不多不如什么也摔破
(男):好心分手每天播
(女):可知歌者也奈何
(女):难行就无谓再拖
好心一早放开我从头努力也坎坷
统统不要好过
(男):为何唱着这首歌
为怨恨而分手问你是否原谅我
(女):若注定有一点苦楚
不如自己亲手割破

feelings revealed, 3:10 PM
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tuned in: Ru guo de shi

如果的事
Fan Wei Qi feat. Zhang Shao Han
我想过一件事
不是坏的事
一直对自己坚持爱情的意思
像风没有理由轻轻吹着走
谁爱谁没有所谓的对与错
不管世界说着我们在一起有多坎坷
我不敢去证实爱你两个字
不是对自己矜持也不是讽刺
别人都在说我其实很无知
这样的感情被认定很讽刺
我很不服我还在想着那件事
如果你已经不能控制
每天想我一次
如果你因为我而诚实
如果你看我的电影听我爱的CD
如果你能带我一起旅行
如果你决定跟随感觉
为爱勇敢一次
如果你说我们有彼此
如果你会开始相信这般恋爱心情
如果你能给我如果的事
如果你决定跟随感觉
为爱勇敢一次
如果你说我们有彼此
如果你会开始相信这般恋爱心情
我只要你一件如果的事
我会奋不顾身的去爱你

feelings revealed, 1:13 AM
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Tuesday, July 29, 2008

tuned in: One last breath - Creed

I am enlightened once again.
Memories may bring back all the pain... but tis time.. I kinda feel relief to think otherwise. It was not pain. Not hatred. But grateful. yea.. surprisingly.
Thinking I was one with lots of pride nver willing to back down.. apparently.. i am doing pretty well. My life may seem soo insignificant once in a while..
but one day i find out what is it... that makes me worthwhile. :)

You will be my stars, and I... your sky.

feelings revealed, 11:48 PM
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Monday, July 28, 2008

tuned in:

OMG. suddenly my com got virus?! i wonder where i got it frm?! tsk tsk.
Anyway.
sent weiying off to japan le.
hiez. another one left. :X

Everyone seems to be leaving. thn how come i am still here?! i also wan go away and work LA!. hmz.

anyway... aiyo aiyo i dnk. soo many things. soo little time. i seem to be rushing for time for everything? hiez.

What happen to carefree life? I miss it much. MOST.

:X

Ho ho. oh. n do my quiz wont u?! =)

feelings revealed, 11:42 PM
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Thursday, July 24, 2008

tuned in:Do that to me one more time

Daddy had a fall at work.
Now at hospital... I hope he is alrite. :X
Why isit thn when i am trying hard to be strong.. so many things mus happen..
:(

feelings revealed, 11:11 PM
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Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Hmz... very long neva clubbed le. feel like clubbing eh. haha.
anyone?! 2nd week of august ok?! haha

Hmz. i might just run Great eastern.. hehe.
still thinkin though.. :S

PP...PP...PP...PP...PP...PP... :X
AIYa aiyaya.

feelings revealed, 1:13 PM
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tuned in: a world without you

Don misunderstand ya, i put the song coz its nice.. not coz i'm upset. haha
really. soo don worry ok?! :)

feelings revealed, 12:44 AM
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Tuesday, July 22, 2008

tuned in:

ohh anyway. shld i join the great eastern run??? SHEENA HAN asked me to. i dono.
SHLD I????? *ponders *ponders

plz advice.

:P

feelings revealed, 10:55 PM
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tuned in: tu amor

K BOXed today. haha.
I ran from school after preparing presentation..
I still got do work k?!
went to Clementi with DAWN.. met christy.
THn she say go Kbox. o.O yes i noe.. I DON SING CHINESE SONG..
but i tried okie?! they were patient with me la. so many songs dono..
dono the words. so xun lo! haha but still i had fun..
really~ haha. its nice..hee.

i wana go again! i will try to eh.. learn more chinese songs ok?
try ah.. not guarantee chop. haha
eh... ohh.. i forgot to mentioned.
I can play twinkle twinkle little star on violin!
PRO rite?! hee.. so tempted to learN?
but ok la.. i think i wan learn driving first. b4 the price increase again. :S

yea yea.. i cant wait for more outings! :)
chalet!!! yes..
ask me out man.

EVEN THOUGH I NOE I GOT PP TO DO.
o.O dieEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!
kill me, plz!
oh me oh my. :X
oh well.... i will do something. soon. very soon. i promise LA!
hee

feelings revealed, 10:49 PM
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tuned in:daughters - John Mayer

Tonight was good.. haha.
Drinking at Villa Bali was cool. so... BALI. hee. n the cold beer haha.
Thn to Holland V. for dinner and thn drinking again! hee.
At Tangos tis time. haha. way coolios.
of coz the company made it the best of all. :)
And Ashlyn car is soo cool can?! get me ~~motivated~~ inspired again! haha. one fine day. hee.
ITs them that i can really be myself once over again.
TOTALLY NO RESERVATIONS.
I MISS YOU WEI YING!
I really do la. To think soo long neva see..
now to meet is to part.. :( I AM SAD TO SEE u LEAVE LEH.
SIGH.
haha. but u keep in touch k!!! :)

I will try to send u off! haha.
YOU mus take care of yourself k?! eat more and.. don find jap other half k?! find others. hee. :) love you deep deep.. ;D

feelings revealed, 12:39 AM
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Monday, July 21, 2008

tuned in: How do i deal without you

Hmz... it seems u r happy. And i am gld u r.
really.. :) haha.. yuppz. good for you.

Today.. some ppl say i look soo much prettier without my specs. haha.
like real only. its jus coz they neva see b4 onli.
haha.
yuppz. anyway... work today was alrite. got a lot of suai ge.. lots of ang mo.
My friends say i seduce them. o.O dots lo. i where got. i so guai can haha.
but today on the bus i saw tis guy.. quite cute. haha
n he looked at me. i think perhaps i hullucinate la.haha i dnk.
but i sit behind.. thn his head got like turn abit see see. haha. maybe not me..
but looking at some1 else leh. haha
oh well. he stopped at bt panjang. :X
I've just realised in the past i neglected myself alot.
haha. ya. so i guess i will do something bout it soon? hmz. i dono.
but honestly. its weird... whn the last time i said i felt like a drifter alot, thn suddenly there are soo many of my friends, close not close, all suddenly made a difference. they helped me realise soo many things. it need not be anything. jus something small. even guests! haha. i am grateful for everything..everything.
True i am still healing. but i guess i might just come out of it faster than i think. i hope its not self deceiving. lol. but i choose to believe i am moving on. step by step.
"ONe day i'll fly away, knowing u r really happy now. :)"

OHHH... btw. i wonder who is JAC lyn? tell me who u r k.. haha. thx for taking my test! i noe its difficult! haha ;)

feelings revealed, 1:09 AM
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Saturday, July 19, 2008

tuned in: Almost here

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.
When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.
When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed.
They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be.
Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time,
this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.
Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.

Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh.
They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a season..

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons,
things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation.
Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life.
"It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant." Anonymous

Now i noe i am surrounded by all this people that helped me pass every single day tt i am healing. I thank thee for them. :)

feelings revealed, 10:58 PM
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tuned in:

True be told.
I noe now what is it.
so in time i will be,
loving you jus as buddies
and never as lover.
Soon k. lol. :)

feelings revealed, 1:42 PM
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tuned in:Just so you know

i shouldn't love you but i want to
i just can't turn away
i shouldn't see you but i can't move
i can't look away

and i dont know how to be fine when i'm not
cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop

just so you know
this feelings takin control
of me and i can't help it
i wont sit around
i can't let her win now
though you should know
i've tryed my best to let go of you
but i don't want to
i just gutta say it all before you go
just so you know
it's gettin hard to
be around you
theres so much i can't say
and do you want me to hide the feelings
and look away

and i dont know how to be fine when i'm not
cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop
just so you know
this feelings takin control
of me and i can't help it
i wont sit around
i can't let him win now
though you should know
i've tryed my best to let go of you
but i don't want to
i just gutta say it all before you go
just so you know

this emptyness is killin me
i'm wonderin why i've waited so long
lookin back i realize it was always there to be spoken
now i'm waitin here
been waitin here
just so you know
this feelings takin control
of me and i can't help it
i wont sit around
i can't let him win now
though you should know
i've tryed my best to let go of you
but i don't want to
i just gutta say it all before you go
just so you know

:*(

feelings revealed, 12:46 PM
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Wednesday, July 16, 2008

tuned in: Love of a lifetime - Firehouse

You always hurt the one you love

The one you shouldn't hurt at all

You always take the sweetest rose

And crush it till the petals fall

You always break the kindest heart

With a hasty word you can't recall

So If I broke your heart last night...

and so many nights before...

It's because I love you most of all.

feelings revealed, 12:35 AM
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Tuesday, July 15, 2008

"Its not about whose right, or whose wrong

Its not about whose weaker, or whose strong

Its not about whose innocent, or whose fault

It aint really bout that kind of thing at all

Its not about who does it, who done it, or did it to who

Dont matter if the both of you lose

Its really not bout nothing, cept for me and you..."

"Aint bout your pride

Aint bout your self

Its bout the two of you,

and no one else

Aint bout the hurt

Aint bout the lies

Aint bout the crazy things thats running through your mind

Its bout the love thats spose to last and never die...."

Whoever is observant will see it. :)

feelings revealed, 12:17 AM
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Saturday, July 12, 2008

This past few days have been the most difficult to get by.

I tried.

And tried.

Who was i tryin to kid.

It just hurts soo badly.

I don even noe myself anymore.

And the weather shares the same sentiments as me. lol.

I lost all motivation.

Everything.

And it is moments like tis..

tt i am grateful for friends around who cared.

Even if they do not noe anything.

They CARED.

Thank you babes.

Besides saying thank you.. i dono what else to say.

Just thank you guys for being there fer me.

"In times of trouble and in times of thanks

you stood by my side and held me up.

Through your ever-patient ears

to your comforting hugs

you were there for me. "

feelings revealed, 2:01 PM
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Wednesday, July 09, 2008

tuned in: Happy Ending

Emo songs make me smile now.

Just soo weird.

I guess I know where is heading to.

So no point holding on to something only I cherish.

Nevertheless,

I am glad for all the good memories we had.

Friends we shall now be.

And nothin more.

Perhaps I should have placed the burden down long ago.

There may still be traces of it left... time will heal and get rid of it once and for all.

Then we both will be happy.

yupz. =)

I guess you are happier withot me .

I feel happy for you too.

Sorry for all the misery I've caused u.

Now you found freedom.

Right.. now.

Have been sick for two days,

missed sch, missed UT. yet still go to work.

lol.

no choice yo, there was just not enough people.

I think I slept the most ever...

Wake up, eat, medicine, slept.

wake up eat, medicine, sleep again.

Funny la.

What a way to spend two days. haha.

I need to have fun man. its been too long.

lol.

I wana go nite cycling,

I wana go fishing & crabbing,

I wana go learn driving,

I wana go on a holiday!

I wana go Shisha...hee..

I wana go Kbox.. (though i cant sing well.haha)

I wana play mj?! (when when??)

I wana play bball,

I wana... just wana do soo many things. :X

now.. tt shld be more thn enuf. ask me out for any man!haha

feelings revealed, 11:10 PM
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Monday, July 07, 2008

tuned in: You and I collide

This post is for christy...

- Relationships shape us from the moment of our birth to the day of our death.

They yield our greatest joys and deliver our deepest pain.

We need them to live.

But it's easy to take them for granted.

We often regard relationships of love,

especially, as experiences we simply fall into or tumble out of.

In fact, relationships require both imagination and hard work.

I do not know how else to help you... but you noe if u need us we'll be there ya. =)

"Im already there

Take a look around

Im the sunshine in your hair

Im the shadow on the ground

Im the whisper in the wind

Im your imaginary friend

And I know Im in your prayers

Oh Im already there"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l2gAi6xAxSA

And....for myself...

When we first fall in love, we want to spend every moment together.

However, it gets old, and each relationship has its bumps.

Some can make it through difficult times but most don't.

In relationships we want the best for our spouses/partners.

One of the biggest mistakes we make is trying to

turn our lover into our idea of what

they should be instead of accepting them

for who they truly are.

Well... I just hope alls well for ....

N take care and have fun in Thailand. =)

feelings revealed, 9:34 PM
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Sunday, July 06, 2008

tuned in: We've got tonight

Suddenly I am having greater relief of this feeling.

I guess i need to focus more on myself...

and all the people around me who have been there for me yet i have neglected them.

Namely my family.

Its just weird.

Sometimes u don need to say a word. But the presence makes all of a difference. =)

Hmz. and I will try all my might to focus my energy on other parts of my life.

I noe i still need time. I am not gona keep dwelling and lamenting and make myself suffer and go thru all tt shit once again. True it may become difficult again from time to time.

But.. I will try. and get over it.

I noe i can.

lol.

yupz..

And.. did half day belaying.. pay is good la. haha.

n went with inno peep to shisha!!

haha. its fun getting high.

hee.

And and.. playing MAD GAB!

XANTHIA is freaking good at the game LA!

Well, i guess it attributes that she is studying Literature and she studied phonics in her younger years lo. haha.

Still it was good time out. Laughing.. drinking.. smoking... smoking. haha

ya...

but.. eh. my throat still hurts badly. haha

coz of sore throat. and cough. really bad bad cough.

Who will be nice to buy me cough drops???

hee.

too bad no camera. otherwise sure take pix.

cant wait till next time! hee

=)))

feelings revealed, 12:11 AM
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Thursday, July 03, 2008

tuned in:Life is wonderful.

If only.

There were times when the sky would bring me nothing

Except the smell of the rain at summertime

So I left my window open just to let you come inside

Saying that you'd never leave me was a lie

Well there were times that my eyes were filled with water

But all the world was desert dry

So I hugged my pillow closer and I tried to close my eyes

But the sound of distant thunder made me cry.....

feelings revealed, 8:41 AM
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Wednesday, July 02, 2008

tuned in: Down on bended knee

Can we go back to the days

Our love was strong.

Can you tell me how

A perfect love goes wrong.

Can somebody tell me

How to get things back,

The way they used to be.

Oh God, give me the reason,

I'm down on bended knee.

feelings revealed, 9:04 PM
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tuned in:

guess i noe wts it is like to be a nobody. Now i am a nobody.

feelings revealed, 12:59 AM
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