tuned in:Linkin Park - Numb
Geez. I skipped school again.
I do not know why i have become so unmotivated. I've think i lost all zest i ever could find in myself.
After ystd, there is definitely a tinge of relief. I do not noe how long this feeling will last though.
And if this is IT to help me get over it all.
From ystd thn i noe how upset you have been all this while.
It was not something tt happened overnight. I never imagined the impact i could cause on anyONE. never.
Now i honestly feel so guilty. u said i was the cause of it. ya. perhaps. my ignorance.
my stubborness. my downfall.
I guess i got to learn thehard way.
u say u r not blaming me. but whn u wont forgive says lot.
All the mean things ive said. you must noe it was not intentionally.
I wil respect ur decision. but i will not give up.
not.
