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Saturday, May 31, 2008



Rules of the Game.

A.) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B.) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

C.) Have FUN!

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
It'll depend on how much I love the person. If more than I love myself, than die lo. lol.

Otherwise. Find new lover!

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?

to be with the one i love and being happy together.

#3. What will your dream wedding be like?
HMZ.... neva really thot of it.

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
Definitely. But I always tell myself to live in the moment.

#5. Do you like cheese ?
Depends wt type.. e.g. hot melted cheese.. YUMMY. :P

#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved duh. But it'll be nice if it is the person u love too. (:

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
I am still waiting... waiting... waiting...

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Well... its like.. not LOVE? haha

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
YES. very deeply indeed.

#10. What is the most heart breaking moment for you so far?
For me to noe for you to find out.

#11. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
Being happy.

#12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
Family, ____, close friends.

#13.What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Dawn?! Loud, obnoxious, attitude.. eh.. haha.. okok.. Really nice friend to have LA!

#14. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
attached with benefits. :D

#15. What is the first thing you do every morning?
Open my eyes.. and know i'm still alive~! haha

#16. Would you give all in a relationship?
Yes.. perhaps i did.

#17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
That is highly impossible... not to me at least. haha.

#18. What type of friends do you like?
Friends who do not need to always meet u.. but noe they are the ones u cn count on anytime. (:

#19. What would you do if the world is coming to an end tomorrow?
Hug my loves and tell them they are the one who made my life worthwhile.

#20. Do you prefer raining or sunny?
- RAINING:) I love to be under the rain.. its a privilage.

Person who tag me
- DAWN-nie

People who I tag
- EN

- EVE

- LING

- WAN TING

- SUZANNE

-REBECCA

- YY

- GEN


feelings revealed, 10:04 PM
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Wednesday, May 28, 2008

tuned in:Mika - Happy Ending
I just cant help but feel elated.
That it is not what it seems to be.
How many times i've tried to tell myself not be affected by what i see.
Yet i cant help myself.
:X
Can i be the one by your side again?
Can i have _____ be mine again?

feelings revealed, 2:43 PM
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Sunday, May 25, 2008

"You can close your eyes to things you don’t want to see, but you can’t close your heart to things you don’t want to feel"


I haven't been in a relationship for quite a long time. However, I have this friend. I love her probably more than I loved my first-and-only girlfriend. I love her differently, of course, but I love her... I don't know... I want to say I love her a lot, but that doesn't quite say it. So you get the idea.

We have had a lot of problems, and at one time, I decided not to talk to her anymore because we always ended up hurting each other. I thought it was better to stop and cherish the memories. I didn't tell her about my "reasoning" for not talking to her. It was painful to look at her from afar, knowing I love her so much and not being able to get close. It lasted for about six months. We talked again, it was like we both wanted it. She asked me why I stopped talking to her, and I told her. She told me that was the most stupid reason she could think of. Anyhow, we were talking again.

I have come to believe that it is true that you can love someone too much. So much it hurts. It didn't take us long to hurt each other again. After about two weeks, she told me we should not talk anymore, and she gave me the exact same reason I had given her before. I don't believe she was mocking me, I think she sincerely believed it was better to stop before we hurt each other more.

I miss her a lot. I need her. She's what made my days happy, she's always on my mind, I can't stop thinking of her. But, would I talk to her again knowing what the most likely outcome is? It's funny. I feel like I want to say no, but I would be her unconditional friend again anytime in a heartbeat.

That's what love does, isn't it? Doesn't it deprive us from logic and reason? Doesn't it make us hurt for our feelings for that other person? Doesn't it make you feel like no matter what, you want that other person next to you? She's been nothing more than a friend to me. And it hurts bad.


-From somewhere

I wish we could have worked out.
but i guess things jus seem to get from bad to worse.


feelings revealed, 11:40 PM
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What Germaine Wong Si-Hui Means
You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.



You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.
You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.
You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.





You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.





You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.
What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

feelings revealed, 7:52 PM
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Why cant we be similar to computers?
To categorize all our happy moments that are easily accessible, and keep all the
not-soo-happy moments away hidden. It may still be there, at the very least
you will not be constantly reminded of the pain gone through.
Perhaps even better..
Whenever we want to erase something that we do not want to remember,
we could just at a click of a button and 'delete' it.

Instead of living in denial.
If only.

i'm brought along a roller coaster ride all over again. :'x

feelings revealed, 7:19 PM
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Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Work was alrite. even though ystd was my first time at the first counter area. soo many things to remember. Bout tour and dinner bookings, credit sales etc.. RAWR!!! i dono though if i'll rmb it the next time round :S

anyhowz. mj was gd too. though i got soo many time 5 tai la but din hu.. got hu quite a few 3 4 tais still. lol.

YAWN. i shld try to get some sleep later even if i'm not tired la. :X

feelings revealed, 9:24 PM
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Monday, May 19, 2008

tuned in: Sleeping with the lights on - Busted

I know its late,i know youre weary
I know your plans dont include me
Still here we are, both of us lonely
Longing for shelter from all that we see
Why should we worry, no one will care
Look at the stars so far away
Weve got tonight
Who needs tomorrow?
Weve got tonight
Why dont you stay?

feelings revealed, 7:29 PM
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Thursday, May 15, 2008

I know they say if you love somebody
You should set them free
But it sure is hard to do
Cos I'm still in love with you
I spend each day here waiting for a miracle
Somebody tell me why
Two lovers in love can't make it
if we walked away
would it make more sense
But it tears me up inside
Just to think we still could try

feelings revealed, 12:33 AM
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Wednesday, May 14, 2008

tuned in:
sometimes i wonder why i am acting this way.
why am i feeling tis way.
I soo wana ...and ...
but i think its best not. I just...
pain.guilt.hate.bitterness.ache.love.miss.
numbness...i wish.
I had a dream the other day. And i dreamt i got pierced by ultra huge bees. Right through both my hands. hole visible with flesh and blood coming out of it.
Whn i woke up, i was still holding it as if it is really hurt.
dreams perhap may become reality.
is said that people dream whn they are troubled or worrisome.
Some ppl jus cant rmb their drm and think tt they have not dreamt at all.
for me, even if i don rmb wt e dream was bout, i'm still aware tt i did.
I guess tt is soo true.

feelings revealed, 1:03 AM
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Sunday, May 11, 2008

tuned in: Wondering
I watched two movies in two days.
Happening. Yay.
Friday, IRON MAN with wanting & Jac.
Think the show is really cool. enjoyed it much. worth the *ka-ching* hee.
They were nice company. Nice to be talking, bitching and jus hangin outta with em.
They understand wt i'm goin thru. felt much better after talking. I need to find things to be occupied. thn i wont "hu si luan xiang" ya boy.
lol.
Watched Accuracy for death. Jap shw.
It was not too bad as well. cept tt it was bit slow. not the top choice to watch for midnite show. still content.
YAWN. i'm tired. but i wan to make myself tired to the extent tt the moment my head hits the pillow, i'll go into deep sleep withot thinking bout anything more.
yea.
so tts y i'm stll awake at such earthly hours.
Mum said it rained really heavy ystd early morn. After i came home.
Bout 4+?!
the wind was soo strong that the pot of orchid flew and hit the ground. pot and plant separated. papers everywhere? hah. n the floor of the living room was wet.
Could it have been tt bad?
seems so.. n i cant help to wonder if .. was alrite. i cant helped but ask.
everything is ok. gd thn.
Oh yea.. if any1 goin overseas.. if u have some to spare can i get some money for my collection?
Have not touched it in a long while n jus thot of it. hmz. yup.
if u do let me noe k!
hee. n..
its gona rain again.
The weather's goin crazy i tell ya. :x
Jac was saying the prices for rice is ridiculously high in Myanmar. US$400 for bag of rice. craziness..
Sigh. Pray fer them ya.
Hope they get thru this calamity.

feelings revealed, 3:49 AM
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Thursday, May 08, 2008

tuned in: OneRepublic - Stop and Stare
I'm liking the weather. Exactly how i feel.
Just as its about to rain through the nite.
Thunder rolling.
I used to feel most lonely in times like tis.
I guess... I tryin to see things in a different light.
To be pessimist or optimist?
I guess its best to be latter.
Tryin to feel at peace with myself.
I guess time alone did work some how.
Whao. how many times have i blogged in such short time. gosh.
meeting wanting n yy tmw. i guess i need to go out and unwind.
get away for awhile.
get therapy for the soul. lol.
n.. get present. tt i mus not forget. yupz.
tmw there is lesson. n UT. dang.
Still. I am happy. coz i'll be seeing my classmates.
its funny how a class of ppl, though i don interact with all of them and get to noe them well as friends will, but jus feel content and glad to be in class? haha. Its not somethin words can describe. Really.
Kristy, dawn.. if u happen to read tis. so whn K box?!
I mus say b4 hand though. my singin arent tt fantastic. hah
ya. bestest luck everyone tmw. (;
Stay positive...Stay positive....Stay positive..
I need to change my stubborness. lol.
n.. i am stil not givin up. (:

feelings revealed, 11:33 PM
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tuned in: Neo - So sick











feelings revealed, 11:29 PM
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tuned in:Love is a battlefield.
We are young, heartache to heartache we stand
No promises, no demands
Love is a battlefield
Youre beggin me to go, youre makin me stay
Why do you hurt me so bad?
It would help me to know
Do I stand in your way, or am I the best thing youve had?
Believe me, believe me, I cant tell you why
But Im trapped by your love, and Im chained to your side
We are young, heartache to heartache we stand
No promises, no demands
Love is a battlefield
We are strong, no one can tell us were wrong
Searchin our hearts for so long, both of us knowing
Love is a battlefield
The song is very 80's. got frm friend's blog.
It fits totally to wt we are now. at least how i feel.

feelings revealed, 7:55 PM
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tuned in:Linkin Park - Numb
Geez. I skipped school again.
I do not know why i have become so unmotivated. I've think i lost all zest i ever could find in myself.
After ystd, there is definitely a tinge of relief. I do not noe how long this feeling will last though.
And if this is IT to help me get over it all.
From ystd thn i noe how upset you have been all this while.
It was not something tt happened overnight. I never imagined the impact i could cause on anyONE. never.
Now i honestly feel so guilty. u said i was the cause of it. ya. perhaps. my ignorance.
my stubborness. my downfall.
I guess i got to learn thehard way.
u say u r not blaming me. but whn u wont forgive says lot.
All the mean things ive said. you must noe it was not intentionally.
I wil respect ur decision. but i will not give up.
not.

feelings revealed, 1:27 PM
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Friday, May 02, 2008


Can I hate you? :'(


feelings revealed, 8:05 PM
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Thursday, May 01, 2008

tuned in: The first cut is the deepest
Isn't it fascinating to be in a world of fantasy, magic and enchantment all at once?!
Ah... does Harry potter comes to your mind?
Well, yea..HP too is one story that will bring your mind through wildless imagination.
Yet, the Lord of the Rings is just as magical!
Just that day I was watching the whole making of the LOTR musical, its just whao...
The tears and sweat of all the actors and actresses, the effects and the singing.
OH my..
Breathtaking.
Its disheartening that I cant watch it. It is all the way in London. :X
Pictures for ya.. check out the website too!
http://www.lotr.com/
Go check out the videos ya!









feelings revealed, 11:43 AM
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tuned in: -
Hey pple.
My friend is actually selling old LDs.. yes u read correctly. LDs.. those big pieces of movies.. She has whole lot of it. If anyone is interested, like if u have an LD player, and we've got a movie you like, ask me bout it ya!
I cant guarantee that they all work perfectly fine.. but if I could, I would test out for you those pieces if it is working alrite?! lol.
Right. not forgetting she has some old comic books as well.
I'll get the list and perhaps pictures too if possible.
Let me noe if u are interested! (:

feelings revealed, 11:29 AM
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The dsyfunctional kid -.

Germaine J.W.
13th.Aug.
Stronger thn ever.

Sparkles in my life -.

x Family.
x all my little chipmunks in my life.
x you noe who you are =)

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Hope transforms pessimism into optimism.





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x driving license.
x job that i can do to noe i'll not
need to work ever again.
Notsooworldlynow...
x grow spiritually.
x less judgemental.
x be pillar of strength.
x open my eyes, ears and soul more.

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