tuned in:Katharine McPhee - Over it
Its one of those times again, when you start re-evaluating your life.
Are you happy with what you are now??
It is true that my dearest matters most to me.
However in all other aspects of life.. I think I quite a failure..
Not a good daughter, sister, friend, leads me to wonder perhaps I'm not much
a good lover either. :\
I have not really been contacting many people...
Life seems like a standstill all of a sudden.
Images of the past just floods back.
Seems like a picture film that can never be switched off.
Many good memories of course. The bad ones inevitable.
Feeling quite emo now. I wonder why..
I have gone through the phrase, to know that live REALLY will just fly by..
soo fast that you wouldnt even have time to breath.
I have told myself never to give up living my life to the fullest.
Go do whatever you can.
Its just hard. So ever difficult.
reading the post from others blog just makes me think more..
I'm not alone definitely..
I know now most important is to get the diploma.
So least I can get a stable job in future..
I so need to rethink what is my purpose in life..
People are always making plans of what they want in future.
I never wanna do that.
But if i don, 'others' will deem you as goal-less..not gona achieve anything.
They always say," oh good for you to be in ..."
Just all fake smiles and sarcasm..
:|
Are you gona help me???
I feel bad for my dear.
She herself has too many things to deal with.
Especially school. Dont sad le k dear, even though you were soo close
to getting A.. I know you'll excel. Jia you k? :)
I need a wall to lean on..now..
